Hey, last august i had a kundalini awakening (another story), a couple months after that i began to wake up at 3am - 4am. On three or four different occasions i separated from my body, sounds of rushing wind and hearing strange voices (childrens television program being one), loud buzzing and feeling like i was being pulled apart. Completely fascinating! I was aware of my body being in my bed but i was in an unfamiliar room floating near a ceiling fan that had an unusual fluted/pipe organ like light fixture. I made the intention to just move, and i did towards a window which looked out to a street where there were cars parked, all unfamiliar. I tried to push through the window and bumped off and was subsequently returned to my body. Another occasion i had the effects of separation and awoke reading an old tattered letter (very briefly) looked to be written on leather or very old paper. Once again i awoke in a lucid dream and felt myself bieng pulled back into my body, lastly i awoke with the feeling of separation and intended to shoot through the roof of wherever i was into the sky, i could feel the clouds cooling off my toes and rushed very quickly into a scene of looked like a brighly lit planet only to awake back into body after a feeling of awe and elation took me over.
My questions, why is my vision not so clear on these excursions?
Its been months since this has happened and i am chomping at the bit to have another. Anyone else have this delay happen? I don't feel as if i am afraid as my motto is just to surrender.
My kundalini seems to be "stuck" ( lacking with words) as i can feel the area below or near my heart vibrates when im calmed down as does my throat and my head. Sometimes the vibrations are intense (always when i am waking up there is a strong vibe) sometime when going to sleep. When i put my awareness on these areas i can feel a vibration. Sometimes in in one spot sometimes two it varies. I experience tons of synchronicities, pre cognition just yesterday, very unusual specific words will pop into head and someone will repeat the words or phrases in conversation later in the same day. How can i assist with my energy to make OBE a more common thing in life?
Thanks and hello to all.